Bittersweet

Do you know what I did this week?

Packed up my apartment, it was kind of a sad moment in my life. I mean it’s an ongoing process right now because hey it’s going to be done soon, but it’s just knowing that the five years of living in the apartment is now over with. (While writing this, my neighbor above me is currently talking, I don’t think there is another person up there at the moment.) Anyway, it’s just a bittersweet moment. 

This week also is tourneys. So that means I went and watched basketball all the time. The first games I went to were from my hometown, the boys played and won, and they won again tonight. But back to the first time they played, I went with my dad and his girlfriend and her daughter, we also went out to eat with his brothers and their families. Talk about AWKWARD. Seriously, I didn’t know how else to feel cause they just all knew each other and I was just this extra person, even if I’m my father’s daughter, let’s just say I didn’t exactly grow up knowing the entire family. I think if I did, I would be in a better situation and I wouldn’t have snapchatted a few of my friends saying that it was a very awkward moment in my life. When we went to the games, I saw that my former staff boss, Kelly, her husband, and daughter were there. What did I do? I went over and talked to them and sat with them for the rest of the night which meant two games. Even after Lyndee came over, we went to four games yesterday and sat with Kelly. It was nice just being able to sit with Kelly again, good memories came back and even though she teases me all the time, I know she cares. She wouldn’t have let me sit next to her if she didn’t like me. Kelly is just one of those people that if you really do anything wrong in her eyes, she will cut ties with you. It’s weird to look at it like that, but when she meets you and gets to know you, she truly cares and you can tell. I met her when I was 16, I always talked to her, she was my favorite staff boss at camp, hate to say it but everyone knew. 22 now and I can talk to her like I can talk to some of my close friends. Also her daughter was my camper for a few years and she was my favorite too. 

At camp, you really shouldn’t have favorites, it’s kind of wrong. Really frowned upon, but people do that anyway. I know one counselor had a favorite out of twins. Twins?! Treated one twin so different, while the other one assumed she was liked just as much. 

I had favorite counselors when I was a camper and as a staff girl and even as a counselor, because as a counselor they were my friends. The ones I hung out with the most. It was pretty clear who I hung out with the most, since tonight while blogging I talked to them tonight. Tough issues going on. The whole packing doesn’t help. 

Tomorrow is championship for tourneys. Kind of hoping both boys teams that I’ll be cheering for in Class C & D will be winning. Can’t wait. I’m really excited. Glad my cousin reminded me cause I think I would have forgotten and skipped it. So I probably should go to sleep. Good Night. 

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